



3:27 AM
rah!! dun understand why... wads the point of crying the whole nite... and crying for 6 nites straight.. so dumb... all cuz of him....
going to safeway pissed me off more... i wan to lead a peaceful life... not a life thinking about u all day all night... driving me nuts.... im tired... im exhausted from thinking about you and your life... im tired worrying about u.. thinking about how u are... and wad u are doing... i just wish i could take a break from everything.. i just wan to be alone.. i just wan to be the happy lynette as before.... i give up...
i also dun see the point of talking to u.. cuz i can only talk.. cuz i know nothing can be changed to make anything better.. cuz u are going to be so busy the next 2 weeks.. and we are going home already... i know u wont be spending time with me... and im actually very sad... but i know nothing can be done... everything has been set for the quarter.... i just wish u manage ur time better sometimes... but i dun wan to say anything... and im going to be very busy fall quarter.. im taking either 24 or 28 units... so im gonna be working all quarter.... i wont have time... dun even think about it.... im actually tired of sch....
sometimes i wish i didnt meet u.. sometimes i wish i didnt love you... sometimes i wish i was not here.... why does all these have to happen... wads going to happen in the future?!!! can someone please talk to me.... i need an answer... i really need one... i cant let my heart take all these any further.... its really painful... very.... its tearing me apart... i wish someone can hear me... i wished someone could feel the way im feeling... but i guess not..... i just wan to be alone... i just wish i am able to forget u and not love you anymore.... im falling too deep... its not making things any better for me..... someone save me.....
sometimes i wish my sister was here... i miss her!!! =(
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